WARNING: Coarse Language and Adult Themes This is chapter one of my novel in progress. It's a teen realism about a 15 year old girl in Melbourne, Australia and her crazy life. Looking forward to your feedback :) Chapter 1 “You got gum?” I lift my feet off his legs and tuck my knees up. “Front pocket,” I tell him, keeping my eyes fixed on the TV. I haven’t seen this episode before and I don’t want to miss a second. The lounge slightly rises as Danny stands up. I put my feet where he was sitting. It’s nice and warm. A small smile creeps across my face. I can hear him shuffling through my bag. Obviously he can’t find it – again. I sit up a little way, about to help h...
I'm staring at the wall in my room and sometimes wonder how I'm still able to function. How did I get here? How could I made it? How can I still survive with these memories forever imprinted in my being? Now I live with the scars from my past, and nevermore, it seems, will it be easy for me to face reality. Maybe it will one day. Only God knows. Just the other week, I was reminded of the scars, and just how much they had opened since that time when everything was getting settled. But as thundered roared in the distance, his eyes showed up once more. Never, not even now, could I say they were my possession. Not that night, not with her as his obsession. Everyone ...
You asked for forgiveness. Said it was all a mistake. It was hard, but i did forgive you till now. Still it aches inside, still those words survive. I did understand the word mistake, but never have i found out the reason why. Trust you lost, and now you want it back. It's too late to start over, must have thought it over. Before tears start to stream down, I must forgive, but never shall i forget what you addressed behind my back.
Still you are here though technically you are not. All feeling are mere but gosh, i miss you much. Your deep lovely eyes never were in disguise. And in the night they were my sky never were they filled with lies. How i wish to feel your touch once more your light touch. Your smile was my mine for a while. No words could you say your heart wasn't expressed. But you eyes did portray what i miss today. Long time no seen, long time non seen eyes. Last glimpse, no sparkle. Closed they were as well as such brown coffin. Why aren't you here? Why can't i see you? Where are those eyes? Where are you? At night i dream, I dream about you. You being here wi...
